12/29/2008
noone but me from URL @ 1:52 PM
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
Have i mentioned how i envy my mom cos she does what she loves for a living?
She just got the job of Asian Diver Magazine editor, which means that on top of editing the magazine she gets to go diving all around the world (or maybe just Asia, i dunno) and write about it. How cool is that!
My mom is zeee coolest man! With her bomoh hair, eccentric orange specs and whatnot :D
Okay, she's away now at some island off langkawi and i miss her.
& Yesterday was yet another lovely day spent with zee makkalz at narmo's house! I love spending time with ya'll know, really. & although suria annoys me to the maxxxx, well she just wouldn't be suria if she doesn't do the stuff she does. I know she just cant keep her hands off me thats why, heeeheee. & nish, always saying the funniest things and saving herself, hahaha. & EH! whats wrong with hugging you & sleeping! HAHA. & rupini, this asshole always says im so irritating and asks me to shuddup and go away, but then always makes me go to her house to sleepover, stupidasss. & narmo, alllllllll her comical faces about every single thing we talk about, hahaha. eh youu! please takecare okay! dont playplay laaa.
& then i went to Roopi's new house- (& otw almost died cos rupini was driving and almost crashed!!! Lucky i put on the seat belt sey. But well, most of the journey was pretty smooooth! :) -which is reallyreallyrealllly nice! I think i dreamt about the suspended Buddha i saw in her house last night; i dunno why i found that scary. I'll show ya'll when you come! :) & nurin! Jacuzzi set ah! :D
Oh i spent my saturday in Msia with Dad's side and Stepmom's family. There were a little pair of twins there tooooo! :) The adorablest little things, haha. Launch of dad's shop for family and zomg i almost died laughing. My aunty did the kelakar-est of things, non-stop! Like, she didn't realise that she washed her face with toothpaste & came out and told us "my face is burning!" HAHAHA. That's just one of the many thinggies. My dad's offered me the job of salesgirl there on weekends & im contemplating cos 1) its gna be beeeg money 2) its in Jb :/ well, see how.
Which leads me to say, i know that i've always wanted to get my university education overseas, but it's always been because i wanted to runaway. Nah, i never really wanted the prestige of an overseas university, maybe just the exposure of living somewhere else for awhile and most importantly the fact that i'd be leaving this life behind. But now, since i've really grown much closer to the family, relationships with specific indivs have improved considerably & allll the complicatedshithead problems i had have now more or less been settled, i don't know if i'll be able to find the heart to leave :/ I know that i can come back, i know there's reason to come back, but im afraid of change. okay, this is pretty pointless, cos im only gna go overseas if i get a scholarship and me rambling on and on over here not studying is kinda gna settle the decision for me.
I'm going to rupini's house to study and sleepoverrrr! yck is bloodyfaraway, but well, she's worth it. AWWWWWW! ASSHOLE YOU BETTER BE GLAD! HAHAHA.
& syimah's backkkk! i missed you, you stupid girl! :)
Okay, its been so long since i rambled here, heh.
BYEBABYBYEEEEE! :D
look at the stars,
look how they shine for you
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